I can only assume I remember episodes like this because I have never behaved this way myself. I can't think
of a moment when I have broken form, become another version of myself that I want and need to forget. I am
always the same. If you've met me you know me, there's not much more to me. () I follow the rules of what
I think I am and can't seem to be anything else, not even in moments of great stress. I think this is why I
admire it so much in others and I remember what they choose to forget.
